I think I'm panicking. I all of a sudden can't figure out how I'm going to get it all done. You know, I haven't even finished the business taxes, a borough job went over the money they have in their fund for that job, I have thousands of dollars of billing to get out, I didn't send of money to the business ins. yet because my stupid printer broke and I can't get the form printed - I have to make sure the kids get where they have to be - on time - and I haven't even woke Jason up yet. I worry that if I have to ask for help that my Dad may be disappointed in me. I seriously think I'm screwing this all up - and then I got a phone call with more instructions for next weeks dr. and physical therapy, and no instructions for chemo - kids have ortho monday afternoon - boy did I screw up that scheduling.
Crap I need a babysitter, for a few hours - and we have soccer tomorrow morning at 7:30 - it better not rain.
I'll get over it - I just need a minute. Shit, something just fell.